a day in my paradise..

As i walk pass through the walls of massively created lies by humans written in papers binded together like slaves.. i wonder, are there any truth in this world? are there anyone speaks their heart and mind, still? will i ever find the one i've been looking for? or will my quest just fade off in time like an old rusted shield?

or is it just that i lack of certain wisdom to truly realize the 'one'? have i not learn enough, to weed off the bad seeds? is it true then, that my heart is still away ten years behind my mind? will i ever come to a peace.. with myself?

unjustice shall be blessed with the same, only then justice can be served.. in silver platter..
hatred shall be returned with more poisonous thorns, only then pure love will shine through..
arrogance shall be dealt with a wave of Excalibur, only then true modesty could surface..

for all i ask..

let me be your sword and take away your enemies..
let me curl away your hatred with thorns and drag it deep so you may love again..
let me rob away all your miseries, live only with happiness..

let me be myself for i cant pretend anymore..
cant pretend to be nice, soft, humble, wise, patient, loving..

I WAS NEVER AND NEVER WILL BE!

for this, no longer a heart for it flourishes pain and hate in every beat..
this mind never sleeps, ever..
for wat i am..
for wat i ask..
to live no longer that a day..
to the Most Holy One,
that i'd live just..

a day in my paradise..


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Kill the 'Kill'