Exit wound kills the target..

Despite all I could have done, world seems to be just the same as it was.. totally ignoring my existence.. How did God create this Plain? or WHy would be a more appropriate question..

My comprehension of religious belief contradicts with realiy, or what is believed to be reality. I consider myself to be religious, for i justify my actions to be of a religious significance, for me alone..

For God has created a world where promises of Heaven seems to be but a vague echo deep in the night.. As for Hell, are we not living in one? Shouldn't this plain be a neutral ground for the children of Adam and Eve to nurture and prosper?

I've entered this realm seeking light, but i guess the only light i'll ever see is the light of me exiting this plain.. after all..

God exist out there, that's for sure.. but i'm not sure if He realizes that religions are using his name in vain..

God bless all..

Selfless Society? Selfish me?? Choose one..

It seems my path has met yet another crossroad.. held down by boundaries of gratitude, im forced to take a different path than what i really wanted..

Conclusion? Possibilism.. Can i actually take the other path and give a damn to the rest who have been dependant on me? Shall i give priority to my innermost feelings or is the cause justifies my denial of it? i am not self centered, but i choose to live separated from this Cursed society..

Who are in this society anyway? if i am one of the members, why then my thoughts are not being the norm of the society? Do i have to take drastic actions to ensure implementations of my idealogies? Would that not signals my separation from the very society i'm trying to change?

Love is a feeling, says the society..
Love is a decision, says pious religious guns..
Love is just fake... well i said so! and i have seen so..

Love is just an excuse for a male and female to come together and satisfy their selfish needs, since love is accepted as a just reason by the society. Promoting selfishness in the disguise of love?? Where the world has come to now??

Are there not exist anymore selfless love? Have God refrained any selfless souls to return to this Cursed plain? And what in 'goodness' sake I'm doing here in this plain of lies and deceit?

Society has a saying, one can only remove a thorn with another..
I shall 'play' too in this selfish game and show to the society, that i'm not alone in this crusade..
God have yet to bestowe right to separate souls from their host, but He did grant me abilities to break the very living of a soul..
It time to make use if it, for a just cause..

Kill the "Kill"